{"id":667,"date":"2008-04-17T07:17:55","date_gmt":"2008-04-17T14:17:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/x.jimanddoni.com\/?p=667"},"modified":"2008-04-17T07:17:55","modified_gmt":"2008-04-17T14:17:55","slug":"the-place-in-my-heart","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jimanddoni.com\/?p=667","title":{"rendered":"The Place In My Heart"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>??<img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/jimanddoni.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/Apr\/DedicationWeekend3.gif\" alt=\"\" width=\"600\" height=\"400\" \/><\/p>\n<p>??<\/p>\n<p>To my Phoenix friends,<\/p>\n<p>Yesterday I was in Target and found this rectangular metal sign approximately 3 feet in length by 8 or 10 inches high.?? It was at the end of one of the photo frame isles and it said in a scripty font &#8220;babies fill a place in your heart you didn&#8217;t know you had&#8221;.?? At the Target on 7th St and Bell they had this sign in a baby blue but I am wondering if they have it in baby pink??? If you visit your local Target soon and notice that sign in pink, would you tell me right away??? They did have a baby pink one that said &#8220;Sweet Dreams&#8221; and I might settle for that one if I can&#8217;t find the other.<\/p>\n<p>This week Heidi and I were talking on the phone and I was telling her how having a baby girl is so different than having boys.?? She asked me to explain and I had trouble defining it.?? Reminds me of a line in one of my favorite movies Fools Rush in when Matt Perry says to Salma Hayek &#8220;You are the one I never knew I always wanted&#8221;?? :)?? &#8211; also why I like the above sign as applied to having a baby girl.<\/p>\n<p>I have always wanted a girl but knew I wouldn&#8217;t be devasted if I never had one because I L O V E being a boy mom &#8211; absolutely L O V E it.?? Having four brothers conditioned me for it and I think I dreamed of boys even more than girls.?? So while I was hoping for a girl, I wanted a third boy as well.<\/p>\n<p>It wasn&#8217;t until I actually had Tori though that I realized what a deep part of me longed for her.?? It really is a different experience for me.?? Keep in mind, my experience has been ALL boy &#8211; four brothers and two sons.?? When the Dr. walked into the room this week, he took one look at us and said &#8220;You kiss that baby too much&#8221; ;).?? He also made a point to mention that it was very clear to him how bonded Tori is to mama.?? \ud83d\ude42 :)?? We are just in love with each other.<\/p>\n<p>Now for all you boy mom&#8217;s&#8230;I have to add this.?? :)?? God is a sovereign God and if you only have boys then I think God only reserved boy spots in your heart so you aren&#8217;t missing anything.?? :)?? This isn&#8217;t a comparison between boys and girls.?? My boy spots in my heart might not be completely filled up yet either:).?? God may gift me with another boy someday and that will make me very happy.?? For today though, I am just reveling in this new experience of being a mama to a baby girl and well&#8230;.Tori fills a place in my heart that I didn&#8217;t know was empty&#8230;and I am loving it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>?? ?? To my Phoenix friends, Yesterday I was in Target and found this rectangular metal sign approximately 3 feet in length by 8 or 10 inches high.?? 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