{"id":680,"date":"2008-05-22T10:32:33","date_gmt":"2008-05-22T17:32:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/x.jimanddoni.com\/?p=680"},"modified":"2008-05-23T22:07:47","modified_gmt":"2008-05-24T05:07:47","slug":"i-love-you-i-do","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jimanddoni.com\/?p=680","title":{"rendered":"I Love You!  I Do!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/jimanddoni.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2008\/May\/Ty02.gif\" alt=\"\" \/><\/p>\n<p>I know I keep repeating myself on this topic but Ty really does say these things A L L???? D A Y!?? It is almost compulsive like in every conversation.?? How did I get so lucky??? And guess what??? TANNER is starting to offer more affirmations as well now!?? Learning from baby brother.?? Is it too much to hope for to imagine Jim catching the wave??? LOL!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ty Quote:<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>(I was walking by his playroom and he hollered this out to me as I passed)<\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8220;I am playing my game mommy and I am ENJOYING it!&#8221;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>What must it feel like to love life THIS much??? Wish I could market those kind of happy pills &#8211; we&#8217;d make a fortune!?? \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n<p>My brother David tends to be this way as well and I have always noticed that when he is in the worst of spots, it is??love and compassion that bleeds out.?? (Reminds me &#8211; I am IN LOVE with Leona Lewis and her song &#8220;Bleeding Love&#8221;).?? When David has been injured and on pain meds, he is the sappiest most loving person.?? When he is awakened from a dead sleep, he jumps up smiling.?? I think it is incredible to know people that just &#8220;bleed&#8221; love.?? In Ty&#8217;s case, I have to wonder if his OCD tendencies are contributing to this BUT in either case, what a wonderful statement about what pours from the depths of him.<\/p>\n<p>******<\/p>\n<p>My heart is so heavy and I have been sobbing on and off for the last hour over Maria Chapman.???? Cinderella will never sound the same to me again.?? Please please be praying for The Chapman family.?? (If you haven&#8217;t heard yet&#8230;Steven Curtis Chapman&#8217;s youngest daughter Maria was killed in the driveway at their home last night.?? I just can&#8217;t quit crying.?? I have always had this heart connection to Shaohannah, Stevie Joy and Marie.?? In fact, I think I posted once about how often I cry when I see their pictures and have wondered if God wants us to adopt from China (Jim has so far disagreed).?? I keep remembering this morning when Steven Curtis sang at the Paduka funerals and the track of his that I have on our Memorial video of Poppy.??<\/p>\n<p><strong>With Hope<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>(It is breaking my heart that he wrote this song many years ago having no idea that it would be the song of his heart for his own baby girl)<\/p>\n<p>By Steven Curtis Chapman &#8211; Maria&#8217;s Daddy<\/p>\n<p>This is not at all how<br \/>\nWe thought it was supposed to be<br \/>\nWe had so many plans for you<br \/>\nWe had so many dreams<br \/>\nAnd now you&#8217;ve gone away<br \/>\nAnd left us with the memories of your smile<br \/>\nAnd nothing we can say<br \/>\nAnd nothing we can do<br \/>\nCan take away the pain<br \/>\nThe pain of losing you, but &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>We can cry with hope<br \/>\nWe can say goodbye with hope<br \/>\n&#8216;Cause we know our goodbye is not the end, oh no<br \/>\nAnd we can grieve with hope<br \/>\n&#8216;Cause we believe with hope<br \/>\n(There&#8217;s a place by God&#8217;s grace)<br \/>\nThere&#8217;s a place where we&#8217;ll see your face again<br \/>\nWe&#8217;ll see your face again<\/p>\n<p>And never have I known<br \/>\nAnything so hard to understand<br \/>\nAnd never have I questioned more<br \/>\nThe wisdom of God&#8217;s plan<br \/>\nBut through the cloud of tears<br \/>\nI see the Father&#8217;s smile and say well done<br \/>\nAnd I imagine you<br \/>\nWhere you wanted most to be<br \/>\nSeeing all your dreams come true<br \/>\n&#8216;Cause now you&#8217;re home<br \/>\nAnd now you&#8217;re free, and &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>We have this hope as an anchor<br \/>\n&#8216;Cause we believe that everything<br \/>\nGod promised us is true, so &#8230;<\/p>\n<p>So we can cry with hope<br \/>\nAnd say goodbye with hope<\/p>\n<p>We wait with hope<br \/>\nAnd we ache with hope<br \/>\nWe hold on with hope<br \/>\nWe let go with hope<\/p>\n<p>You can leave messages for the Chapman family <a href=\"http:\/\/chapmanchannel.typepad.com\/inmemoryofmaria\/\">HERE<\/a>??and see video of Maria.<\/p>\n<p>Not Home Yet &#8211; SCC<\/p>\n<p>To all the travelers<br \/>\nPilgrims longing for a home<br \/>\nFrom one who walks with you<br \/>\nOn this journey called life&#8217;s road<br \/>\nIs is a long and winding road<\/p>\n<p>From one who&#8217;s seen the view<br \/>\nAnd dreamth of staying on the mountain high<br \/>\nAnd one who&#8217;s cried like you<br \/>\nWanting so much just to lay down and die<br \/>\nI offer this, we must remenber this<\/p>\n<p>We are not Home yet<br \/>\nWe are not Home yet<br \/>\nKeep on looking ahead<br \/>\nLet your heart not forget<br \/>\nWe are not home yet<br \/>\nNot home yet<\/p>\n<p>So close your eyes with me<br \/>\nAnd hear the Father saying, &#8220;welcone home&#8221;<br \/>\nLet us find the strenght<br \/>\nIa all His promises to carry on<br \/>\nHe said, &#8220;I go prepare a place for you&#8221;<br \/>\nSo Let us not forget<\/p>\n<p>We are not Home yet<br \/>\nWe are not Home yet<br \/>\nKeep on looking ahead<br \/>\nLet your heart not forget<br \/>\nWe are not home yet<br \/>\nWe are not home yet<br \/>\nKeep on looking ahead<br \/>\nLet your heart not forget<br \/>\nWe are not home yet<\/p>\n<p>I know there&#8217;ll be a moment<br \/>\nI know there&#8217;ll be a place<br \/>\nWhere we will see our Saviour<br \/>\nAnd fall in His enbrace<br \/>\nSo let us not grow weary<br \/>\nOr too content to stay<br \/>\n&#8216;Cause we are not home yet<br \/>\nNot home yet<br \/>\nSo let us journey on<\/p>\n<p>We are not Home yet<br \/>\nWe are not Home yet<br \/>\nKeep on looking ahead<br \/>\nLet your heart not forget<br \/>\nWe are not home yet<br \/>\nNot home yet<\/p>\n<p>UPDATE:<\/p>\n<p>In the early morning, one of the news channels made comments pertaining to the driver of the car that I have since found out may have been inaccurate.?? Because of this, I deleted my comments so as not to contribute to what may potentially be misinformation about who was driving.?? Either way, Will and Caleb both need our prayer and support.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I know I keep repeating myself on this topic but Ty really does say these things A L L???? D A Y!?? It is almost compulsive like in every conversation.?? How did I get so lucky??? And guess what??? TANNER is starting to offer more affirmations as well now!?? Learning from baby brother.?? 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