When you read this – myself and about 20 other women should already be at the Women of Faith conference.?? We are expecting to have a great time – be encouraged and inspired??- and have a great weekend just being together.?? Pray for all our husbands who are home with kids!?? My MIL is staying the weekend to help mine.??
Doesn’t Braxtyn have ridiculously beautiful glamour hair for a 2 year old??? I have a picture of the back of it – I’ll have to post that too.?? 
There is my happy little Karsyn!?? Minus the fact that I caught motion blur in hands and 3 of four girls are biting their lower lips – this is a cute one:).
And because I thought it was cute…I couldn’t decide – colored or bw??? 🙂
Today Tori gave me such a scare.?? What she did was typical for a baby but on days like these I am reminded of how much I still am haunted by post traumatic stress.
I was making lunch for the kids and Tori was already in her high chair eating.?? Jodi and I were talking on the phone.?? I glance over at Tori and I see her with her eyes closed slumped over in her high chair – out.?? I panic and rush to her grabbing her hard enough to scare the daylights of her.???? She had only been sleeping.?? I had not seen a sleeping baby though.?? I saw a baby that I believed had been choking and had passed out while I was talking on the phone.?? Never mind that I was in the same room the whole time and never heard any choking sounds.?? When I could assimilate the facts, I was chagrined to realize that I had over reacted to a very normal situation.?? Although, this is not common behavior for Tori.?? She doesn’t randomly fall asleep places except her car seat.?? She went right back to sleep while sitting there too. Hope she isn’t getting sick.
When will I be past all these images that are in my mind??? Ever??? Some images I don’t want to reflect on for years to come.
2 responses to “Images”
Boy that little Braxtyn is going to be breaking all the boys hearts someday. She is just too cute. All the girls are beauties! What a great looking family!
i’m not sure you will every be fully past those images… i can’t imagine how it will be possible! perhaps when you are out of infants in the house the images will come less often…but then the day of grandbabies will come and i imagine the images to be refreshed. ok, is this a non-faith, less-hope-than-you-wished-for, too real a reply? sorry. maybe i shouldn’t be so honest. 😉 that said, i do think the severity and the FEAR will continue to diminish. THAT i do believe.
those girls are all beautiful… and yes, braxtyn’s hair is just dreamy. that girl… all of them though – they are all such beautiful girls. how precious to know they will be raised to have beautiful hearts as well. 🙂